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    14:06//Home: Thoughts.
    Sunday, June 14, 2009 12:55 PM
    Man, I feel miserable today. I probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

    I'm still feeling the effects from yesterday. Even playing Drummania didn't really cheer me up. More like woke me up, 'cos I was nearly asleep, meh. I didn't really stayed around to watch the Guitar Hero competition. What a waste.

    Speaking of which, I really have the urge to play real drums again. I currently don't have a band to play with right now, but I'm sure willing to play just to get the kicks out of jamming to anime songs, haha. Maybe I should look for members in SGCafe. Then again, it might not be too reliable.

    Anyways, for the past few days, I didn't really feel like myself lately. Is it because I'm being lovesick? It's been a long time since I ever had this feeling, since I had my 1st girlfriend. Come to think of it, my 1st relationship didn't really ended too well...

    I kinda lost my confidence in going after a girl now. Last time I wasn't like this; I would pay 100% full attention to the girl that I liked. Maybe now is because my prorities are different. I have different needs this year. The hunger for success is probably what keeps me more motivated than anything. Wanting a girlfriend is somewhere behind, lols.

    I find it funny when my long-time good friend Jeremy told me how much I had changed since he left for studies in Australia. He said I went from "Helping people in a relationship" to "Really going after girls" to "Really don't care now". Which is kinda true to an extent, but it's just funny when he said it. I never expected to turn out like this now.

    But I sure want to settle down with a girlfriend before NS. I gotta do some soul-searching and regain that confidence and cockiness that made Neko what he was.

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