Neko: Restart.

11:27//Home: Chill.

Friday, November 27, 2009 11:05 PM

First things first. I want to apologise to you guys who went to the outing I organised. Part of it was because I wasn't really in my normal mood, maybe thinking too much. But thanks a lot for being able to make it and really chilled out and talked cock. It made my mood a little better now.

I walked back with Windy and talked about a lot of crap too. Been a while since I talked for so long with somebody in person. I realised I haven't caught up with the cosplay news lately, a lot of stuff sure has happened during the days after AFA.

Tomorrow I have to go to some school for an acting audition. I hope it's not anything difficult, and I can get a portfolio material for myself too, even though it's not a paid job. At least I get free transport and food, hehe.

And I freaking want to go to Sitex!!! Where's my Sony Handycam!??? D<

Labels: Thoughts

11:26//Home: Fizzled.

Thursday, November 26, 2009 10:02 PM

I can't tell how tired I am today, after 2 days of filming and post-production. The effort was really worth losing some sleep though. But back to the main topic: I want to rant a little.

The past few days, I keep thinking to myself that I feel alright, but deep down I know something's bothering me. I don't really know what it is though, but I try to figure out what has happened so far.

I feel really mentally worn out, as in... REALLY. I can still talk cock and joke around, but not as much as before. Quite a few people told me about their personal problems too. Okay, I'm fine with that because I can afford to offer help, but at least listen and try to follow it, not go against it! You should know who you are; you have to change yourself, or society's gonna bite you the hard way. I'm not kidding, life's tough, deal with it.

And sometimes I worry about others too much that I totally neglect my own problems. Not that I have any per se, but sometimes I want to just chill and have a peace of mind too. I'd wish somebody would calm me down for a bit, even if it's just for a little while.

I personally never indulge my own problems to anybody; it's just hard for me to do so. I find that I can handle my own things, but I sometimes do it the wrong way. Worst part is, I am aware of what I'm doing. Not really a good thing, huh. But thankfully everything's back to normal for me.

Nothing much has changed. Just more angry, emo, or sad teenagers around. Not that I'm pissed that any of you always come to me to say out you problems; I'm actually okay with that! But when I'm really tired, it's hard for me to even worry about my own self.

Seriously speaking, JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT IT, LIFE'S SHORT ANYWAYS.

Labels: Thoughts

11:23//Home: AFA

Monday, November 23, 2009 12:29 AM

Just came back from Suntec. Man was it an epic event. Main highlights (because I'm freakin' lazy =3):

1. Took a picture with Danny Choo. Awesome~

2. Met up with some old friends. Ginette cosplaying Kenny from South Park is WIN. Nice to see OxiOmicron back ^_^. And gawddamn it's been so long since I saw you (yes, YOU, Shengtat XD)

3. Windy/Wendy in Miku is awesome. But hilarious at the same time >D. I was upskirting him (her?) with my staff, and Ritsu did also with her drumsticks. And Sean had to put makeup on his back because he got too many pimples, dots. The boobs were a bit sagging too. D=

4. Posing for 10 minutes straight again is not fun!

5. I got my Ebay games from Spidey and Uguu. Thanks guys! Woohoo, I can go spam Eternal Fighter Zero again >D

6. Those who want Wendy's number, must ask Windy.

7. Justice was so upset when I called him Lelouch. He was cosplaying Suzaku (Knights of the Round version) in Day 1. LOL

8. Saku is NOT going to clean her hands after touching Kaname. I'll bet my commision pay on this, hurhur.

9. Some girl on Day 1 went up to me twice while I was cosplaying Don Kanonji and went, "You're my hero!!!" I couldn't stop laughing for the next few minutes!

10. Jun said that he'd meet up witht he group at 8am on Day 2. In the end he came at 11am, basket! And I thought I would be late. Turns out I got an sms from Sean saying he'll be reaching later. Sweats...

11. I went for the voice dubbing audition with Justice at the Animax booth. Justice was so confident outside the booth while I was a little panicky. Then when we went in, I was pretty much okay while he got scared, lol. Have to get used to it a little~

12. 3 guys asked if they could take a picture of Taokaka on Day 2. And referred to me as a "she". Imagine their faces of horror when Freedom spoiled their day, lol.

13. Speaking of which, Lauren had the most violent reaction when she found out Windy was crossdressing on Day 1. She fell flat on her back!

14. The Hatsune Miku part of the concert was... hilarious. The video lagged.

15. Uguu's K-on team on Day 1 was cool. But when I saw Negi as Yui on Day 2, I got mentally confused. =3

16. Also, Kei cosplaying Sheryl Nome is hawt. The boy became a GIRL. I had to triple-check myself if it was really her. OTL

17. My staff cannot beat Ashley's Lelouch staff. Saddening...

18. Denise ah, do another cosplay! Must do something other than Nell! >.< Thanks for taking pics with me though, haha.

19. I cannot believe I was in the toilet next to Kaname... and did not even notice it. He was cosplaying Kamina in Day 1, and I thought to myself, "that's a nice Kamina". Then Zee and Freedom told me about his cosplay and I was stunned. Awesome fail, lol.

20. FANGIRLS ARE A SCARY SPECIES.

Maybe more updates soon, I'm a bit blur now from all the high partying~

Labels: Cosplay