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    19:09//Home: Distraught
    Saturday, September 19, 2009 10:31 PM
    Yea, since I feel so shitty today (and of all days, it's Hari Raya Eve), I decided to write to my heart's content (or in this case, sorrow).

    Well, it's good to be young and enjoy yourselves, but it's another thing to be a nuisance to public. If anything happens, it may bring a bad reputation to yourself and others. And seriously, if the security guard catches you, prepare to get owned.

    Today must be the shittiest day in a long while. I nearly wanted to throw up early in the morning. Then I had to wake up at 5amjust to get my props from Shinji, at his house. I got nearly ignored by... never mind. I was the last to change, and some were already complaining to hurry up. I'm like "JUST GO 1ST LAH WTH."

    Then some of the cosplayers were making a nuisance on the 6th floor. I already had enough of it and changed back out of my costume after 1+ hours only. Then I decided to try to cheer myself up by going to the GCA convention hall. I did entertain myself, and talked to other cossers and arcade friends there. Even Kazuo and Jun were there to support me when I had my competition. But it was only short-lived happiness, probably.

    Then the gang had dinner. The rest were talking to me about the usual mind-messing stuffs. Then suddenly I opened my Coke Zero bottle, and it spilled o my t-shirt. Even my egg prata had some Coke taste. I was pretty livid by then and wanted to snap already. I decided to change into another t-shirt, then went back home alone. But not before I left a photo with Sean to keep. I wonder what kind of message that's gonna send to everyone else.

    I don't really know how I feel too. Maybe I'm stressed out, maybe I don't feel that I can give the best for the person I like. I might already have given up before the show even started.

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