06:10//Home: Soul-Searching
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 12:06 AM
Sometimes I wonder...
I do things for others, and I don't expect much or anything in return. By right, I'm not a saint at all, yet people think I'm a nice guy. I can't seem to understand myself at all. Why I do want people to feel happy? And not make myself happy? Weird right.
I don't really care about myself sometimes, to the point where I might do anything stupid(?) just to see someone else smile. It's crazy, but strangely enough I have no complains with it.
I don't even know what I really want. Do I want to aim higher? Do I really need a girlfriend? Am I better off settling down and just finishing school and just head to NS? Or just meditate and hang out alone, so I'm stress-free?
Too many things. Just too lazy to think about all of them.
Labels: Thoughts