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Thursday, November 26, 2009 10:02 PM
I can't tell how tired I am today, after 2 days of filming and post-production. The effort was really worth losing some sleep though. But back to the main topic: I want to rant a little.
The past few days, I keep thinking to myself that I feel alright, but deep down I know something's bothering me. I don't really know what it is though, but I try to figure out what has happened so far.
I feel really mentally worn out, as in... REALLY. I can still talk cock and joke around, but not as much as before. Quite a few people told me about their personal problems too. Okay, I'm fine with that because I can afford to offer help, but at least listen and try to follow it, not go against it! You should know who you are; you have to change yourself, or society's gonna bite you the hard way. I'm not kidding, life's tough, deal with it.
And sometimes I worry about others too much that I totally neglect my own problems. Not that I have any per se, but sometimes I want to just chill and have a peace of mind too. I'd wish somebody would calm me down for a bit, even if it's just for a little while.
I personally never indulge my own problems to anybody; it's just hard for me to do so. I find that I can handle my own things, but I sometimes do it the wrong way. Worst part is, I am aware of what I'm doing. Not really a good thing, huh. But thankfully everything's back to normal for me.
Nothing much has changed. Just more angry, emo, or sad teenagers around. Not that I'm pissed that any of you always come to me to say out you problems; I'm actually okay with that! But when I'm really tired, it's hard for me to even worry about my own self.
Seriously speaking,
JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT IT, LIFE'S SHORT ANYWAYS.Labels: Thoughts