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12:14//Home: Listen.

Monday, December 14, 2009 10:58 AM

Alright guys, listen up. This post is going to be either depressing, or really infuriating, whichever way you want to see it. If you're feeling happy right now, please turn away in case this spoils your mood.

Anyways...

This whole past weekend is really a bad one for most of my close friends. It's like, nothing went right at all. I'm quite pissed with a certain few people too, and I wish I could forget about it and move on.

It's really annoying when someone keeps going up to you and tells you everything that a girl does to him, especially if it's one that he has a crush on. You keep saying, "She wants to take a photo with me," "She talked to me about so-and-so," and all that other stuff. I'm like, "Could you like keep those thoughts to yourself!?" I mean, yes you're happy and all, but is that really the only thing you can talk about? At this rate, you're already being too obsessive of your crush, whether you think alike or otherwise. FUCK THAT, get a grip of yourself already.

And I don't really like it when you guys are telling me to do this and that, because I KNOW CLEARLY WELL WHAT EXACTLY I'M DOING. This thing needs serious clarification. I do have a really nice girlfriend, but it doesn't mean I should be attending to her 24/7. She has her own clique of friends to talk to, and I have mine as well. Won't you find it stupid to cling on to your loved one all the time? It's like you only made friends with one person in your entire teenage life... Not a good thing either.

I also talked about some people about a certain topic: politics in cosplay. I think Singapore cosplay is really going down the drain. Not because of the qualities of the cosplays in here, just the ethics. Every week it's like... there's some backstabbing, bitching, flaming or something bad happening, whether it's on SGCafe or outside in the real world. Why can't we all get along together? I know there will always be a clash of personalities and all, but at least we should try to get along and support each other, not start a fight with each other. Look at the cosplayers in America for example. They may look ugly and fat when they cosplay, but they get whole-hearted support from the audience when they get on stage. That is the kind of community Singapore cosplay needs. Now I just don't see it anymore. It wasn't what it used to be...

But at the same time, we shouldn't take cosplay too seriously. It's just a hobby for us to have fun. I've met a LOT of good friends through cosplay, and we still do share our experiences outside of cosplay as well. It's like having a close bond. That's what hobbies do to people with similar passions. We all can't cosplay forever, there's always other commitments outside of it. We'll get bored of our current hobbies and move on to another. It's inevitable.

I hope you guys understand where I'm coming from, because I'm already worn out from hearing too many things from people. I myself had my own bad weekend, and I'm more or less stuck at home as I'm going to take care of my grandma who had dislocated her arm. I love her a lot, and it's not much, so this is as much as I can do for her...

And this last part is meant to a certain person. If you're really feeling down and need someone to talk to, I'm always around. I may not be able to help much or anything, but the least I could do is listen and comfort you. It's nothing much, really. I hope you'll cheer up soon.

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